When I was about to become a teenager, my parents (mostly my mother) more or less grounded me permanently. I lost all social contact with people of my own age, except during schooldays. No more birthday parties or hanging out with friends on weekends…

I wanted a girlfriend to share my thoughts and sexual desires with, but the girls I happened to meet (including classmates) thought I was a freak. So porn became an easy solution for me.

I also imagined that one girl I briefly met once became my girlfriend, and I remeber having long, “internal conversations” with her. After I decided to find my way out of this social vacuum many years later, I met Erika, and we were able to work through much of the emotional garbage that I’d been collecting for so long, and my social life flourished Keep on tapping and listening to Holosync, it’s so rewarding!