I Surrender!

 

 

 

Long time no post my friends.

Been hella busy with a new money making opportunity. I’ll save that for another post.

The past week I’ve changed my perspective on my addiction, I’ve spent the last 7 years or so fighting against it. Tapping on it, avoiding it, forcing myself to stop. Every single day it was a battle between me and my urges. During the whole time I’m indulging in it, I would bombard myself with all these negative attack thoughts, guilt mixed with frustration.

But now it’s different.

Instead of fighting it, I surrender.

I give up.

I’m not going to fight it anymore.

You know what they say: If you do the same thing over and over again, you’ll have the same results.

So instead of fighting, I gave up.

I’m changing my perspective, and choosing to love and accept this part of myself.

To aid me in my journey, I ordered a book from amazon on male sacred sexuality called Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia.

We’ll see how that goes.

I feel very refreshed. Instead of avoiding my addiction, I’m embracing it, finding a way to channel it in a way that’s holy.