Long time no post my friends.
Been hella busy with a new money making opportunity. I’ll save that for another post.
The past week I’ve changed my perspective on my addiction, I’ve spent the last 7 years or so fighting against it. Tapping on it, avoiding it, forcing myself to stop. Every single day it was a battle between me and my urges. During the whole time I’m indulging in it, I would bombard myself with all these negative attack thoughts, guilt mixed with frustration.
But now it’s different.
Instead of fighting it, I surrender.
I give up.
I’m not going to fight it anymore.
You know what they say: If you do the same thing over and over again, you’ll have the same results.
So instead of fighting, I gave up.
I’m changing my perspective, and choosing to love and accept this part of myself.
To aid me in my journey, I ordered a book from amazon on male sacred sexuality called Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy by Mantak Chia.
We’ll see how that goes.
I feel very refreshed. Instead of avoiding my addiction, I’m embracing it, finding a way to channel it in a way that’s holy.