Miracle Report #1

I was really glad that this happened, but I didn’t view it as a miracle because it wasn’t financial. There’s a part of me that miracles with money involved are the only “real” miracles; which is complete bullshit.

Anyways, on to the actual miracle report:

My mother has been totally freaking out about me taking the HBR 15 week course. I’ve been working a job earning $10 an hour, and I’ve been paying for the course with 80% of my paycheck. The reason why I was so committed was because I am sick and fuckin tired of being depressed, being poor and having this dysfunctional relationship with my mom. I had to take drastic action to drastically change my life.

When she found out, she went on and on about how I’m being scammed, and I would be totally screwed if my car broke down because I wouldn’t have any money for the repairs. I know this is just a projection of my own fears and anxieties of my financial future.

I spent weeks doing EFT tapping on all the fears

Long story short, I talked to her on skype last week and she told me how much she supported me with my transformation, doing sessions with Erika Awakening and being so committed to changing my life. She also talked about how this wasn’t a coincidence, and how this was synchronized to her spiritual journey.

I thought in my tiny little ego mind that it was IMPOSSIBLE for her to support me, but now she is. Part of me is doubting her, refusing to believe its real.

So much change has been happening that past few months, its scary. But I know a year from now, I’ll look back and see this as a new beginning.